Damaged inside 😕

Sometimes I wonder if there’s someone out there who is actually going to love me for me one day. I’ve done a pretty good job at uplifting myself and trying to get over my childhood trauma but some days I just break down and feel so weak. Today is one of those days. I’m mentally beating myself up. I feel so sad and lonely. I feel like I’m damaged goods.... I hate feeling this way because I know I’m better than this and my mind is just making me think bad thoughts about myself. Sometimes I feel like the baddest b**** and feel on top of the world and then other days I feel so ugly and down and depressed. idk what’s wrong with me.