I cant stand my boyfriend!!!! Rant

Im such a fuc* up my first relationship in 4 years and me and him have been dating 4 months i found i was pregant last week hes excited. But i honestly could care less for him! I cant stand him! Im easy to get along. But seriously you cant text me good night back but you can go on face. Ohh you cant see me more than once a week but you can find time to go the bar with your buddies every night! Ohh you want this and that i seriously hate you. The only reason why im not breaking up with is because im waitng till next month after your first show aftet the first ultrasound and so you can loan me the money i need. Does this sound shallow yes! Do i sound like a A hole yes!! But when you go out every night than tell me about how hard it is to only be with one girl all good parts of me are drained out! Have fun with your buddies and have fun with child support... PS i strongly dislike every part of you. Even the way you smell annoys me!