So bummed....

I have pcos and my husband has slow sperm due to a blood flow issue the doctors cant pinpoint... we've been trying for 9 years and I have finally started having regular periods and I feel the one sided cramps around ovulation time... our fertility doctor says she believes if we keep trying itll happen. This time I was hopeful my boobs feel heavy and tender and my belly just felt weird. I'm 3 days away from my period I took a test today and it was negative. I know I'm a fool for getting my Hope's up but I'm 31 and my hubby is 42 I just want to have a family before were too old to enjoy running around with a little one. Feeling pretty bummed...