Is it weird?


My gf tried to make out with me today and let’s just say I’m not very well versed in that area... well anyway she was on top of me and we were kissing and I.... involuntarily gagged? Like my brain I guess processed it as something VERY different and bad and assumed it meant I was sick??? I had to stop after that because I was afraid and also kissing isn’t all it’s cracked up to be? Idk it might just be because I’m not used to it or maybe it’s just not my thing. She was really sweet about it since she knows my anxiety and intimacy issues but I kept apologizing.... :(

Has this happened to anyone else when they first started kissing??