This... literally this.

My husband is amazing and I've got one swell best friend. Of course neither one has been pregnant before..

I've been pretty sick with nausea up until maybe a few days ago.. I'm 23wks 2days today to give you an idea.

I find myself almost in a self pity state of mind. I know I have no reason to be whatsoever!! I get it.

But I feel so alone during all of this as far as my crazy emotions, no one to talk to, etc etc.

I just posted a fb recommendation about what people have tried as a no caffeine or low caffeine alternative to give me some type of energy boost. Im just constantly drained and can't get anything i want done it seems like. Yes I do try to push myself and end up feeling awful.

The responses I get btw are: You're pregnant, that's how it is. .. like I didn't know I was effin' pregnant.

This legit got me so upset to the point of tears and I had to turn the Labyrinth on.

I don't want to ask anybody anything anymore because all I get is it's pregnancy, you're pregnant, get over it.

Soo I know this was more of a rant than anything but if anyone has any suggestions on how to boost energy as far as a drink or smoothie ... it would be very much so appreciated.