All the feels...and frustration

Tonight I wept as my sister announced her pregnancy when they weren’t even trying. I am so happy for her and her husband and I can’t wait to love on baby number 4 but my heart aches for a child of our own. We have been ttc for over a year and a half now.

Today I am on cycle day 39. My average period is anywhere between 32-38 days. I’ve taken every hpt under the sun and they have all been BFN. I just wish my body would do its thing and AF would arrive so I can continue this dreadful calculating and tracking or I’m praying for a miracle of a BFP.

P.S I had a blighted ovum earlier this year and ever since then my body has been out of wack.

Thanks for reading and baby dust to all!