She's finally here but we're not done yet..

My baby was born June 25 at 7:34 pm. Labor was great but she had to be taken to NICU overnight because she developed jaundice. She'll be here for a few days to be monitored.

I wasn't prepared for this. I don't think anyone ever is. I'm upset, sad, disappointed, mad that I don't get to bring her home right away. But knowing she's getting the best care so she can live her best life is what's making me get through this.

These hormones aren't making it any easier though. I just start crying when I see her under those lights and knowing I can't hold her.