First month TTC

All I wanted was to be lucky enough to get it on the first month. Even though it’s only the first month I feel discouraged.

We started preparing our bodies in Jan: eating better, cutting out pop, walking, taking vitamins, bbt checking ovulation (I do) , OPKs, preconception appointments. The only thing that’s negative is my weight. We got a negative.

My brother-in-law and his fiancé got pregnant right away off BC, they smoke weed, drink heavily, smoke cigarettes

, and not active. They didn’t even want a baby yet.

I don’t know how some wait years for kids and some get it right way. Life is so unfair.