Seeing pretty girls makes me feel so bad

Seeing girls that naturally fit beauty standards makes me really self conscious about myself. Why do I look so weird? I hate my huge nose and my puffy eyes. I hate my stretched skin and saggy boobs. I hate my wide jaw and crooked teeth. I hate that my hair is always ratted. If I brush it it gets static and if I put it in an updo then I have stupid whispy baby hairs that stick out all over. I have red under my skin all the time, especially on my face. And if I look in the mirror I’m just going to cry. I don’t know how to take care of myself and I will never look pretty like the other girls do because their bone structure is small and dainty and my bone structure is wide. I’m not fat, I’m 125 lbs but my bone structure is wide.