Miserable. Depressed. Rant.

It was looking like my hyperemesis was starting to let up but today in the hour I was awake I puked over ten times and I can’t get out of bed. My body is so exhausted from dealing with this since week 5 (almost 15 weeks now). I’m so depressed and just ready to give up. The meds knock me out and it’s impossible to take them when I have another child to take care of. Idk what to do, I’m at the breaking point.