Husband rant!!

Need to vent!!! Im 7 months pp and surprisingly become pregnant not sure when as i never got my period back. Took a test Sunday got a positive. My husband so excited were going to add a 5th child ( he was supposed to get a vasectomy due to covid he hasnt ). Me not really sire how im feeling cuz 5 kids!!!! Im a stay at home mom and my little girl was supposed to be the last. Well things happen and yayy 5 kids maybe its another boy i got my girl i could deff have another little boy 🤗. I woke up this morning bleeding... here we go again (iv had 2 losses before while ttc my little girl) i plan to call the dr tom just to be 100% but my mama guys telling me. Well my husbands response this morning was ok ill call nd see about a vasectomy really?! Thats it not an im sorry nothing! I know men show emotion differently but i have to once again experience this physically and emotionally!! I was cold nd short all day barely texting him. He made w comment after dinner i said well i have to go through this yet again. Instead of maybe ya know talking to me or asking me how i feel or maybe an i love you nope on the phone with his friend for most of the night cuz apparently his friend doing something dumb is more important than ya know his wife that’s silently suffering. The baby keeps waking up nd he still just sits on that recliner playing xbox no words no attempt to get the baby or talk to me so i guess me and my girl will go snuggle. To my husband I seriously think you suck right now f**k you!!!!! Sorry rant over