what now... 🥺

Hello, I’m a first time mom,

My baby is about to be a month old tomorrow! 🥺 this is my first baby, and I’m keeping track of everything.

I track her sleep time, diaper changes and feedings so I know when she drinks next and exc.

Today I had a little situation.

My partner and I are currently staying with his parents till we move into our new place this weekend, we have been here for a month now. We had some problems with the place we were going to get earlier and they screwed us iver, so that’s why we have been staying with his parents for a month.

His mom and I do not get along what so ever, long story short, she overreacts and doesn’t understand anything.

My baby was crying, and I was going to go get her and she picked my baby up, then looked at me and I told her “oh she’s hungry here I got her but thank you” and she ignored me and walked past me with my child and took her into the kitchen.

My baby, just figured out what day is and what night is so for the last few days she sleeps around 9-10 pm but she always takes a small nap around 7pm and wakes up and then drinks milk before sleeping again at 9-10 pm. She didn’t sleep at all this whole morning. So

She got into a routine of doing that, and I don’t want to mess it up.

So anyways, she took her into the kitchen and I got upset because I need to stick to the routine.

I made my baby’s bottle and went to go get her,

I stood in the kitchen, and she knew I was waiting for her to hand my baby back so I could feed her but she didn’t give her back.

Then my partners dad notices and says “simi is waiting for her daughter” or something, and then she turns and then turns back, and then finally she comes to me to give me my baby but she’s clearly pissed off. But for what?

My partner also is mad at me, and says I had a face, but that’s not because of them I had an argument with my mom earlier and was just bummed out because of that. I wasnt making a face at his parents. I was just waiting for her to hand my baby when she could, because I told her I needed to feed her and I was hoping she’d understand. My partner then says “she’s not hungry leave her” and I told him she is, I took my baby after his mom handed me her and I went and fed her and guess what.. she was hungry.

I think I know my baby. She eats every 2-3 hours, and I’ve been keeping track of her schedules now too.

Im the one that does the feedings and diaper changes, I get up at night and my partner doesn’t he works.

How would he know her routine?

She is now asleep, just like I said.

My partner said some really hurtful stuff to me, he told me I should leave, and that’s he never going to marry me, and exc.

He walked away from me while I was trying to talk to him and now he is ignoring me.

I told him and tried explain to him what I was doing and how I don’t understand what I did wrong but he’s not listening.

Was I wrong?

What should I do...

Also can I please have some mamas that I can be friends with and talk To,

I have absolutely no one.

My family is back home in Canada,

I’ve moved to the U. S to be with my partner and all,

And I just am alone here. The only person I have is my baby.