Exhausted (just venting)

Been in a relationship for 5 years I got pregnant in December and had a horrible miscarriage in March we broke up a month after that he was constantly angry every day and it was hard for me to deal with so we just ended things but we live together so it’s not like the break up was official and every time I would try to make space he would just come to wherever I was we had a talk and I told him to consider therapy because I thought it would help him with the MC and processing it but he declined and it’s frustrating because he doesn’t see how he is and never thinks he’s wrong for his blow ups it’s just crazy because I need to actually get up and leave but I really have nowhere to go every time things are going good they immediately turn bad and I’m so tired of that I am not a confrontational type of person unless I’m really pushed to that point tomorrow is the 4month anniversary of my baby and I’m sitting here crying and he’s being a dickhead I can’t wait to be able to move out it’s gonna be the hardest thing for me but I really feel its gonna be the best. ( I know this is a lot I just needed to vent)