While I’m waiting to see the fertility specialist, that I need to use condoms. But apparently I have an allergy to latex... which makes no sense to me it’s just some skin irritation. I told her I can’t afford the sheep skin so they’re telling me to abstain. However with my libido, I can’t do that. I understand that I need to abstain considering they don’t want me to get pregnant since 90% of my pregnancies self terminate. (I’ve been pregnant 19 times and I’ve only had two live births) So can I just use a spermicide that isn’t gonna make my hoohah burn? Because that’s what condoms do to me. Ok, maybe it’s a BD that I’m allergic to it. But also they said that it’s unusual that I can only carry healthy to term when I get pregnant on birth control. And I’m just flustered.

They wouldn’t answer me about the spermicide.

So what do I do?