Got too excited 😢

Well this morning first thing when I got up..... and I was so happy to see that it was positive... so on through my day at work was mostly great up until 2:30 then I started getting really intense cramping to the point I couldn’t stand up straight... when I got home I laid down for a couple minutes before getting in the shower... while in the shower I got a huge intense cramp bringing me to tears.... I looked down to see a heavy stream of blood.... my heart is so broken... I wish my husband was home to be with me during this.... this is number three we’ve lost.... I just want to carry grow nurture and hold my little one.... 😢😢