Wishful thinking

I’m on day 31 of my cycle and the past two normal periods I had were 33 days but this past month I had a chemical pregnancy so I’m not sure if it’s gonna stay consistent because my periods aren’t normal. Well I’ve noticed some similar symptoms of my chemical pregnancy but some different. Like I’m having super bad heartburn almost where i want to throw up. That’s the same as when I was “pregnant”. I’m having headaches again too. All I can do is think pleassseeeee be pregnant but I just don’t think I am. My boobs hurt but they hurt like they would when I get my period. So i dont know.😩😩 my acne just started coming back today and when I had my chemical it was awful! But not so bad for my period. Just a little here and there. So i dont know what to think.😣