Getting so worked up...

Sorry not sure where to post this...

I keep telling myself what will be will be, and then getting stupidly worried when the pregnancy tests don’t seem to be getting any darker.

Had a vvvfl from 9dpo. Was so stressed by it yesterday that I got a frer that clearly shows a line (even my husband couldn’t deny that one 🙂). Managed to not test this morning as the frer had given me some comfort then worry got the better of me so tested with a cheapie again this afternoon, and guess what...another super faint line.

I’m 13dpo now. I have mild symptoms, having had two babies and a couple of failed pregnancies previously I recognise the symptoms, but they come and go and when they go I panic.

I’ve also never tested for pregnancy so early, so I know I’m driving myself crazy (all the others were after the date of my missed period - which isn’t until tomorrow) I’m already 6 tests in but super scared to enjoy this until I see a good solid line like my successful pregnancies before (think having a chemical in May has knocked my confidence and that DPO 11 test in the pics below stands out stronger than the others).

Has anyone else had this situation and ended up with a healthy pregnancy? I’m so prepared for the worst but the wait is unbearable. I have one FRER left which I’m planning to do tomorrow (day of my missed period and 48 hours from the last FRER, desperately hoping to see line progression) then no tests left in the house to stress myself out with.

FRER DPO 12 (not FMU)

Cheapie DPO 13 (not FMU)

All cheapies I have done to date, newest at the top.