Just feeling down... 😔

I typically don’t post here but I’m just seeking encouragement I guess...

My husband and I have been married almost 3 years and are going to be trying to get pregnant here in the next few months- which is crazy to me because my whole life I’ve dreamt about being a mother. I’m almost 27 and he’s almost 29 and I just never wanted to wait this long... but it’s not like we got married super young and we wanted time together before starting a family. It’s just still that my heart aches for a baby. I have so much fear about whether or not we will be able to conceive that I’ve been pushing back for a long time. A few years ago I discovered I had some hormonal issues- progesterone was the only one I really cared about- so I ended up taking hormone replacements for about a year and then I felt the Lord tell me that if I gave them up that he would heal me... so I did. Of course my God is a God of His word and all of the symptoms that I had from my hormonal issues went away! I’ve been off of those hormone replacements for about a year now and of course fear is just creeping back in. On this app you hear so many stories about couples who have a difficult time conceiving and it just breaks my heart. My heart has already been longing for so long... 😔

I trust the Lord. But it’s my own strength that I doubt at times.

You’re not alone. We’re not alone. I feel you sister 🤍