You feel like the worst mom in the world?

My son had swimming lessons today and I stupidly forgot my swimsuit so I couldn’t get in the pool with him. The instructor asked if one of her assistants could take the class with him. I said yes. My poor baby cried his eyes out. He was only in there for like 3 minutes before I said that we will just come back to the next lesson. Anyway, I always have a kink in my neck and can’t do much. I am tired & feel like a pile of 💩 (just emotionally because I am beating myself up)

Never knew that being a mom meant that I’d cry myself to sleep so many times 😭😢