Hey guys... I know this is unrelated to this app.. but I need wholesome advice. I’m trying to start college for the first time. I live in this tiny little town of 2,000 ish people with my boyfriend. I’m 22 he’s 23. We live here because his family is here and my family is complicated to say the least. His family is complicated too but in different ways. Both of our credit is pretty bad. We don’t make much money since we live in a rural area. I want to move closer to a college town nearby, but I’m so over apartment living. How do we buy a house in the state of MN with bad credit? And how in the heck am I supposed to work full time to afford bills and whatnot and go to college full time? I suffer from mental illnesses and when my plate gets too full I become unwell very quickly. Is life just meant to be a big bowl of contradictions? Am I just a lazy person? I really wish I had parents to steer me in the right direction, or that I grew up with any form of role model that showed me how to do life. I feel like I’ve wasted the last 4 years but I also feel like I’ve been doing the best I know how. I didn’t mention but we are constantly having vehicle issues too so it’s hard to find jobs farther away. Am I just destined to be nothing?