Boyfriend recording woman

So I barely found out my boyfriend has a hidden album on his phone with soooo many videos where he just records woman looking at his dick print etc. It turns him on etc. Finding all this out and him saying that I don’t look at him how they b do etc really affected me. Had a horrible breakdown. I don’t understand. Anyone else been through something like this? I don’t know how to deal with it.

He has sooo many videos it’s insane. I’m in so many of them from when we’re out shopping, to even some of my moms friends in my house who were taking care of her since her last surgery