Divorce

Never felt a pain like this. I am 17 weeks pregnant and me and my husband will be divorcing. He cheated and lied several times in the past and i never fully regained trust in him. And now with my hormones and doubts it put a strain on our marriage. I left our home last night to get away for a few days. Came to stay at my moms and he stayed with another woman. Im so hurt so broken and all i want to do is cry and lay in bed. Never thought we would end. He was suppose to be my forever. And now i will be a single parent of 4 kids. 😢