On my fifth month of TTC and although it's not much compared to what others have been going through, I don't think it diminishes how exhausting it is and how drained I feel sometimes.

It seems as though my body finds some new "pregnancy" symptoms to throw my way every month and making me get my hopes up only to be crushed down.

This month I was unable to get a peak I OPK but we still had sex every couple days during my fertile week. My cycle is usually 31-38 days. On day 33 I had horrible heartburn and the next two days I had moderate cramps with a tiny little bit of light brown discharged. Took a test and got a BFN.

It's now cd 39, and still no AF....my boobs feel heavy and full, I get lightheaded sometimes and started getting some lower back pain.

I'm going to take a test today but I'm just so tired of negative results...