Have you ever been abused or sexually assaulted?

Hi, I've just joined this group and am so glad that its a thing. However I have major ptsd symptoms that are horrific and triggering to the point where I have intense fear and anxiety of social places. I always think something is wrong and everyday ends in a negative note. I also have experienced sexual assault in my adult years and was wondering how I should overcome it. It ended January 2020 and the predator, hopefully is suffering worse than me.

I've also been hit numerous times to the point of nonsense talking and was wondering if anybody else has experienced something like me. I feel so alone and exposed. Everyday my face burns with shame knowing that I was a part of such a menacing event. I'm a victim of both abuse and sexual assault and just wanted to reach out, to whomever I could about it. I appreciate your votes and if your like me, hopefully we can get through it together.

Ps. Everyday I envision my wedding, with whoever my husband will become and always think of my battle scars and how I'm ashamed to have them. It's a weakness that is permanent.