Our last update 🥺

Last UPDATE on our sweet angel 💙

About two weeks ago we got the results of our baby’s MRI and EEG. The results shown that the parts of his brain that were damaged had died. He only had 5 - 10 percent brain function and it was to the parts of the brain that wouldn’t be able to rewire itself and he would not get better.

He would be sent home on a trach and iv fluids since he wasn’t ingesting my breast milk.

About a week and a half ago we decided to switch baby Nash to comfort care knowing his future wasn’t going to be a long one... we wanted him to have the best life and the most comfortable one at that.

So we stopped taking labs .. waiting for the day we decided to take him off all his machines..

sadly Wednesday we took him off all of the machines he was on.

As of yesterday our sweet, sweet baby boy went to be with the lord.

So proud of my baby boy for fighting as hard as he did for as long as he did. He is no longer suffering and is up there running around with everyone who has left this earth as well. He will forever be my sweet son. My best friend. My guardian angel. I will forever love him and have a piece of my heart missing with his name on it. But I thank God for giving me this much time with him. 🥺🧡💚🦖🦕

I am so so so proud of the father. My fiancé. My partner. He was so strong for me, for our son through all of this. He never let me down. He supported me and tried so hard to be my rock. I can never thank him enough. He truly is a gift from God. He made me the mother I am today and I could not ask for a better father for our son. ❤️

I am grateful for the nurses we had. They took such good care of our baby and treated him so kindly. We thank God for having nurses so willing to work with us and our baby. They done so many things for us and I could never have wanted it any other way. 🙏🏽

We shared memories with our baby, so hard to accept those are all we now have.💔

My son, how I wanted such a different life for you. You were dealt such a hard card and I am so sorry this is how it had to be... my heart hurts so bad and I am barely making it without you. Just know mommy and daddy love you so so so so much and you will always be our baby... our first born... 😭💜