8 weeks and I feel SO FAT

UGH. just need to vent I guess. This is my fourth pregnancy two living children. I feel so disgusting and bloated I can’t stand it. Like I have to poop but I’m not even constipated and have been pooping. I felt good with my first two. Didn’t have bloating wasn’t sick nothing. I feel so huge all ready. 😭😭 it’s really getting to me for some reason.