Anxiety rant....

Baby is due in 11 weeks and I started having the same amount of anxiety that I had in my first trimester. It really doesn't help that at my last midwife appointment she said that my belly measured the same as my previous appointment(3 weeks before). I haven't had an ultrasound since 17 weeks. I'm from a very small island and they aren't accessible unless you have an emergency. I see a Dr at my next appointment this coming Friday. The first 12 weeks and the last 12 weeks are horrible when it comes to anxiety.