Almost a year ttc... I'm in disbelief

I'm just in such disbelief, I think once I go for my first scan things will be a bit more real... but almost a year of ttc with a miscarriage:(

This was the first month where I stopped tracking, didn't look at when I ovulate; didn't check when my period was due, didn't track sex (which has not been often this month compared to most months)

Yet it is now the month that I fall pregnant... I am also due the same month we had planned out wedding for. So will be 9 months pregnant on my wedding day now 😳😳