Sexual Rejection

Anyone else get extremely sensitive to husband rejecting them for sex? My husband has been begging me to initiate more so I do and he is uninterested! I’ve initiated every time this week. Been rejected 4 times. This is exactly why I have reservations about initiating because of my fear of rejection. It’s almost like he enjoyed complaining that I don’t initiate but really doesn’t want me to , just wants something to complain over.

How do you handle rejection?