Okay sooooo let me just say I’m 19 (f) married for 1.5years w/ my husband(21) together for 4.5years.

Anyways the other day I was out with a close friend (f19) I just got back from being stationed in w/ my husband NY 🙄🙄 anyways we were talking and she was telling me how her coworker asked her if she wanted to be apart of her & her husband’s shall we say party 😂

And I got curious and wanted to know her opinion part taking in a threesome w/ her bf or if she was single would she do it by herself & another couple.

She didn’t give me a straight answer. Basically tiptoeing around it & of course I didn’t want to pressure her nor make her uncomfortable so I changed the topic. (Also she is bisexual her bf knows it SHES out about it she has never done anything with a women before to that extent only had a gf in her teens but she hasn’t really got that far from 1st base with her ex gf)

I got home told my husband - he said just ask her about us or just about you two being together and if she comfortable I can sit there and watch or I can join —

(by join he means fucking me & only me ; reason being if the tables were turned he doesn’t want another man touching me so he thinks it’s unfair for him to have sex with some one else. )

Anyways throughout the whole night my husband kept asking me “you wanna fuck her don’t you” and I kept smiling (I’ve never been with a woman but I wouldn’t mind) I asked him if I got the chance are you giving me permission and he quickly said yes. That night I was watching lesbian porn like I always do and I couldn’t stop thinking about her — my husband walked in and watched me masturbate — we were both masturbating then we started having sex 😍 y’all — best sex ever he asked me while he was eating me out if I wanted to eat her(my friend) out and I said yes that’s all I could think about; is eating her the fuck out 😩😅 that night I texted her and I asked her straight up can we hook up will your bf be okay with that like he can watch idc but I dead ass want to fuck you and I want to kiss you so bad. She called me again tiptoed around my question and I said okay no problem lmk when you got an answer — again no pressure you can literally say no and our relationship will not change. But that night she kept asking me what I like - and what I would do if we were alone — so now I’m confused.

So I’m just asking what should I do and has anybody ever experienced anything like this ?

edit : idk I guess you can say I’m bi- curious ?