I’ve known this guy since I was 13. We had crushes on each other on and off plus relationships with other people in between. Now he’s 18 I’m 19 between the time of 13-19 we’d lose contact but always end up somehow talking ,catching up and rekindling what we had (same feelings and all) once again.

we lost contact for like a year and we recently started talking, and he told me he’s gonna marry me (it was one of those flirtatious jokes with some truth behind it) where you send this emoji😏. He also told me that he’s starting to get those feelings again. Honestly so am I. 😂

he knows right now I’m not ready for a relationship right now and is willing to wait but I don’t want him losing interest and feeling like I’m wasting his time. I’m not!I just gotta focus on school right now ya know? How would you feel in this? Would you remain crushes? Break it off? What would you do?