I just have to get this off my chest.. I’m so sad I have an appointment to talk about getting my tubes tied and I’m upset I have always wanted a big family and i have 2 boys 3 and 1.... but my husband DOES NOT want anymore kids.. he is not a fan of babies he helps with the toddler great! But he has never changed a diaper or lime never held the baby to feed him hes just a little different.. he works hard so I can stay home with the boys.. and I’m more sad because I know my mental health couldn’t handle another child and I’m upset I wanted one more so bad but we just bought our house my kids finally got their own rooms like I know that just because I can have kids doesn’t mean I need too.. and it hurts he doesn’t understand at all or is not very sympathetic to what I’m going through.. we are young im 26 and he’s 24.. I have tired all the birth controls and I hate them all I’m way moody and well a bitch.. but I don’t want to have a “surprise” baby cuz I think he would honestly be upset.. that’s why I’m leaning towards getting my tubes tied as he also refused to get snipped.. I’m so torn.. I’m scared to get my tubes tied... but I’m also just as scared to get pregnant again.... I cry often and I just needed to get it out.. if your still here thanks for reading ❤️