Paranoid ovulation isn’t coming ☹️

First cycle of Femara 2.5 taken CD 3-7. Currently CD 18 and still haven’t gotten a positive opk :( I’m starting to worry it won’t happen at all. Why won’t anything work? I know it’s only my first medicated cycle but I’ve already waited two years for this. Ugh. Just so sick of everything. All of the announcements and “happy accidents” and I’m just here like 😩☹️🙄😒 yay. Sex is a chore. Periods are a failure. My body doesn’t do what it was made to do. Woohoo. I’m so sick of this. Has anyone ovulated after CD 18 on Femara and had it end in a successful pregnancy?