TTC for 5 yrs now.

Trying to practice patience. I prayed for 5 yrs that He would answer my calling to be a mother. When He did back in February / March, He then called our little angel back home March 17th of this year. Now we are trying our hardest during this hard time. We have lost our little one, COVID and now a hug fire in Grizzly Creek that is 5 miles or so from our home in Colorado. Almost thinking this ur might never happen. Ugh! I’m so glad I found this group. Any advice? Anyone else ovulate late in the month?? My monthly should start in about 7 days or so. Not sure y the app pushed it back after I took an opk today