Feel like giving up

Kaylie • Luv my kids! megan, yiannis, jack! Rip dad 20/3/43-09/07/15
My AF due Friday morning Ive still got no bfp n no signs of her starting I've had sore boobs for 2 weeks break out of spots bad headaches n now I'm cramping but its only lil bit no blood also my cm is creamy n heavy