Did you have doubts about having a baby?

So back story I’m 29 years old been with my husband for 13 years we have a great relationship. We make decent money, we aren’t rich but we get by. We have our own home but his grandma lives with us (long story). We have been talking about having a baby for years but there was always something that made it not the right time.

This month we decided it’s time. I stopped my birth control and we had unprotected sex twice during ovulation. Now I keep having panic attacks thinking I might be pregnant. Like I want it but I’m scared at the same time. I don’t know if I will be happy or cry if I see two lines on that stick. Did anyone else feel this way? What is wrong with me?