2nd pregnancy, first miscarriage

Beth

I've been trying to think of ways to create something in memory of my lost baby. It was very early, I believe 7 weeks, so I had not yet had an ultrasound. I was supposed to have it this coming monday (8/31)

I went to the ER sunday because I had spotting and cramps. They questioned how far along I really was because my hcg levels were so low..If Glow was correct, I was 7 weeks that day. The transvaginal ultrasound showed a sac, but the following day, after more severe cramping and spotting, including blood clots, I had my hcg levels tested again only to find that they had continued to decrease. My doctor pretty much confirmed on Monday that I was miscarrying and on Tuesday I passed the gestational sac..my body is obviously still going through it, and I've just been a mess mentally. It might sound pathetic, but last night I just wanted to lay in bed with these pregnancy sticks and cry.