Disappointed

Hi guys, I just wanted to share this with people I know would understand. This is my first month TTC so I knew the odds were low, specially after being on the pill for so long. But when I got my period I felt so disappointed and sad, I couldn’t help but cry. I don’t know how I’m supposed to keep doing this month after month... I know it hasn’t been long, and I’ll definitely keep trying, but I feel like my heart is going to break a little every time this happens. How do you all keep going? It’s so hard.