I just need to let this out!

Ok so I'm beyond frustrated at this point! I swear ever sense I've been TTC (8months) I always get weird sympthoms during the TWW, I decided I would try not to focus on sympthoms anymore and just relax. We'll this month is just completely weird and I swear I feel pregnant!! Me and hubby BD twice during the wait and bled after?! Super unushal and he wasn't going to rough. Lol (TMI). I'm 13 dpo and period is due for tomorrow. I got a BFN today but not with FMU . I'm so scared of tomorrow and depressed and jelouse! I'm just here because I don't wanna stress hubby out and need a place to let it out! Lol