Not Me 😔

I’m a mama of a 9 mo and am 4 months pregnant... I love my baby’s and am happy to be bringing a new one into the world. But I don’t feel like my self. I’m also working from home full time and taking care of my little one. I feel so overwhelmed. I’m not interested in any hobbies, I snap all the time at my husband and I cry every other hour for what seems like no reason. I try to communicate how I’m feeling with him but I come across as I’m mad at him. I hate being touched. Intimacy freaks me out now. I don’t feel like a woman or even human sometimes. I’m losing it guys. I tried doing my makeup and hair for me everyday but I still feel like a Halloween pumpkin in January. I don’t know where to turn or who to talk to. I don’t know if I can do all this...

Sorry, rant and self pity post over.