My husband and I have been TTC for a few months we have a healthy and beautiful 3 year old son. I’ve had two miscarriages and recently found out I’m pregnant again WITH TWINS! Right now they are Momo twins which mean they share a sac and placenta so it’s very risky but still too early and they can always develop a membrane separator.

Anyway, my hard time is twins I know It’s a blessing and all that but I’m not venting to hear about the miracle of life I’m venting because I truly don’t know if I can do this. I don’t know that I can go from 1 to 3 instantly. I don’t know how to make this make sense.

I want another child I just don’t know I want two, call me selfish , call me whatever you must but this is how I feel and I need to let it out because i feel like I’m going to explode! I’m not saying I’m going to do anything I’m just trying to not be judged.