rant!!

i feel like my mother in law hates me she always hit me in the head or saying things crazy she was doing my hair and embarrsed me so bad i got up and left.... anyways i feel bad for my bf to cause her and her family always care for his brothers... anways his brother is havin another baby in 7 days and is a girl he dont take care of the 2 sons he got now from diff women. his mom is all excited and stuff but waant excited for my daughter or dont have nun to do with my kids... we have noticed it alot lately... i know she goin spoil her other son kid... and i feel like im not welcomed in the family way they be talking about me and stuff behind my back me and my bf... i feel like crap i want to sob cause me and my been together for 5 yrs and her son and his gf been together for an year she likes her alot i can tel cause way she does wen i see them together lasttime i visit with them few months ago i felt akward there she talked tk her but not me i felt werid...me and my mother in law use be real close but every since his brother gf moved in she distance herself and started actin and saying crazzy to me... my bf always said she favored her other sons then him and he always had to work wat he wanted but others didnt they wAs spoiled and still are... i know my bf feels type of way and dont say anything cause way he does.... i know it hurts him.... and i know they use love my kids and now they dont have nun do with them..they dont call anymore or nothing.... they goin throw a welcome home party for his brother kid but never threw me one i had plan my own shower and everything... and i know my bf feelings is hurt...