Desperate and horny

I’m 2 weeks away from having a c-section and I’m so freaking horny, idk what to do. I can’t even reach around my big ass belly to take care of myself, if you know what I mean and I’m not with the father at the moment. We broke up and he’s dating a woman twice my age. I just can’t see their relationship working out long term. I sent him a text asking him if we can just fuk. Like that’s how bad it is. I told him I wouldn’t rat him out to the woman he’s dating (I hate her). I don’t feel bad about it because I feel like it’s her fault he never tried to repair our relationship; plus I was with him 5 years and she’s only been with him a few months. She doesn’t know him like I know him. She can’t love him like I love him. His response to my text was “I’m good”. Yeah I guess he is good, he’s not 9 months pregnant and alone. I texted him back because it’s not fuking fair that I’m alone and he’s with her. He texts me back a flat out refusal. I then make it clear all I want is sex; no kissing or ass slapping ; not even foreplay, but he tells me he’s happy where he is. I don’t understand how you can treat someone you’ve been with for five years like that. I know it may sound desperate but in my head I was thinking I’d still be #1 with him. I thought maybe he’d use her for her money but me and him would still be together. I just love him and still want to be with him.

He only wants to talk about how things are going to be after the birth. He actually expects to spilt the week with me. I think he needs to spend time over here especially early on. He’s never had a child before so I need to see if he can properly take care of a baby especially overnight. I’m also hoping that this will give us a chance to parent together so he can see that we should be together. I grew up without my dad and so did he. We didn’t want that for our kids. Maybe we can finally talk about our relationship 🤞.