Venting

I moved out of my apartment and moved in with my boyfriend, who still lived at home (old school European parents)! We ended up getting married and he became my husband. I used to be friends with my MIL( we used to work together) and now it’s like when we got married she turned on me. When my husband and I have fights....She has called me every name under the sun. “Trash” “I don’t deserve a family like hers” “Fucking bitch” ...I’m currently 34 weeks pregnant and heard this all on my voicemail. She’s going to be a fucking runaway like her fucking bitch of a mother ( referring to our daughter) I told my husband he has to move us out before I give birth because I don’t deserve this at all. I sacrificed a lot moving into this house and now I’m being humiliated. I hate living here. I’m having a stressful pregnancy as it is and being in this house isn’t making it any easier. I’m also working two jobs and going through a custody battle with my ex. I just needed an outlet. So send me encouraging words. Everything about this marriage and situation is making me want to give up. Give this baby up for adoption, divorce my husband and change my name. I’ve never been so unhappy in my life. It seems like nothing is going good. I want to leave and go to my family’s but my husband doesn’t want to live separately. But this house is costing me my sanity.