The struggle to relax...

Amanda • Proud Mother and Wife to my little family
How do you all do it! I'll be 11 weeks tomorrow. We had our second early ultrasound at 8 weeks and they said everything looked perfect - just like they did with our first ultrasound at 6 weeks. Blood work came back from 9 weeks and everything was perfect ... but I can't help but be anxious!
There's so many posts from women saying they heard the heartbeats and yet the baby stopped and died at 10 weeks! I go in again one week from today but I'm struggling to not assume the worst!
I wish I could feel this little squid swim around so I know he's alright. *sigh* how does anyone survive the first trimester panics!!!