It’s due today

As per me afo is due today and as per glow it’s due after 2 days which I believe is absolutely wrong . Unlike other months this month is indeed very hard . I’m extremely emotional and feeling like a complete failure in life . This is the 9th cycle I know it takes more time for few people than others but my heart is unable to understand anything this month . I’ve not tested yet it’s my cycle day 28 and I am not going to test either as I have left the result of GOD . I’ve talked to him if it is not going to happen this month please take care of me emotionally as it’s really really hard. My husband told me yesterday it’s not your mistake as it’s not in your control, don’t think much of it doesn’t happen we will try again . But my emotions are overpowering his intellectual talks at this time .