High blood pressure & labour concerns

My BP is always ‘borderline’ when I go into my appointments and have spent time in L&D just trying to get it to be steady till I am sent home. So at my last appointment the OB had told me / keep an eye on your BP daily and IF by the 15th (39+3days) your BP has been normal we will give a date for induction. Well the last week I’ve been keeping an eye and have been around (top number ) 120-150 over / (Bottom number ) 90-105 which is either borderline or over. So I’m worried about what he’s going to say at this next appointment, if my BP isn’t normal does that mean I won’t have an induction date and some other scenario ? ( I didn’t ask about what would happen if it’s not normal as I didn’t expect my BP to be these readings) Should I be mentally preparing myself for C-section 😩 is anyone else going through this/ or had high BP and delivered naturally without complications due to that reason???