In shock/freaking out a bit

Kyla

Hi ladies, wondering if what I'm feeling is normal...

Some background:

TTC for 2.5 years, including an <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> cycle that ended in MC. Got pregnant naturally without trying as we were getting ready for second round of <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> and gave birth to healthy baby boy. My son is now 10 months old.

Because of all my past struggles getting pregnant, I really thought it would take a little while to get pregnant again, if I was even able to. I'm almost 38yo. This was my first month that I stopped taking BC and we only DTD once. And I got a BFP this morning 🤯

I'm totally in shock right now and it doesn't feel real at all. And even though I knew we'd have to have another kid soon if we wanted my son to have a sibling (due to my age) I'm still freaking out about having 2 under 2 and scared that my relationship with my son is going to change. In short, this is what I wanted and now that it's happening I'm scared to death. Is this normal?? 😬