So sorry super late update

Well, 2nd ultrasound 08/24th confirmed what I was already suspecting anyway. Same result no heartbeat no growing of fetus as before. It didn’t hurt me as much tho because I was kinda expecting it. Dr gave me a few options I chose to get the pills. Waited like 11 days after that second apt for confirmation because I felt I was not ready, I was terrified,didn’t know what to expect. So scared of D/C because I wat he’s videos so we decided to do it at home more privacy and less risks of infections than the OR. It was a long 7 hours process, last 3 hours were horrible, experienced same pain as giving birth that I did with my daughter. After it was all done just laid in bed with my S/O and slept ge test of the night, I was so weak and exhausted. Have an apt on Monday with my dr to make sure everything looks alright. After that when I stop bleeding she wants to wait 1 regular cycle and then after that she said we can start trying again.