3 year together

Ca

My SO has a problem getting it up but he has been working out and losing weight it been working fine for about 4 months but we been trying for a baby for the last 2 last month i got sick so didn't really bd when I needed and this month I been using the ovulation test got my first high so we did it all was good 4 day of high no sex we tryed again he was struggling to keep it up ended up alover his hand witch made feel sad 2 days later got my peak i was so happy it's my first time using these tests so we tried again and low and behold it happened again today i feel like shit i really don't have any friends to talk about this stuff with to me feel like he doesn't want to give me a child mybe he doesn't even love me i really want kids i don't know what to do